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Ego Obliteration
I feel that everyone can use a good ego obliteration every once in awhile.
Sometimes I just want to leave society and go live with an indigenous tribe to learn with a Shaman. While I know it is not always a realistic desire, the desire to run away is because I sometimes get sick of listening to my own ego at work. I am my own worst critic, no doubt.
It was all quieter in Peru. I didn’t truly notice it until I returned home, but my ego was close to silent while in Peru. My ego and inner critic was the closest to silent I could remember it having been in the longest time, and, well, as silent as an ego is ever really going to get, I suppose
Traveling in this environment that was so foreign to me, I did not have anyone to impress, little to no expectations of myself – I was simply holding the intention to live moment to moment, exploring Pachamama’s beauty and utter magnificence. I did not have tasks to complete while I was there in terms of things like housework or job related duties. All I really had to concern myself with was cleaning my body as I saw fit and feeding myself when I was hungry. Even then, all meals were prepared for us there so one less task I was distracted with. Some days I chose to hardly eat anything, while other days I feasted. Some days I didn’t shower at all, while others I rinsed off several times per day. It felt liberating to be unattached to a schedule.

While some structure in my normal day to day life at home usually feels productive and comfortable, the break from it all felt so good. The lack of things to concern myself with aside from my spiritual growth and the exploration of the physical plane we were doing in Peru contributed to my ability to move my focus from being so mind oriented to being more heart centered.
It was a truly care-free journey I had in Peru. I traveled there to intentionally have my ego obliterated, learning in pure reverence and admiration of all the teachings that this sacred part of the earth has to offer.
As I mentioned, I didn’t really realize until I returned home from our adventure that my ego had been on as much of a vacation as I was. It was getting back into my day to day flow at home, that I realized how unattached from self-judgement, ridicule, and negative thought processes I had been. Bliss! Perhaps this goes for all, as I know each of us has a small (or large) inner critic within the confines of our mind – But I feel as though my intense Scorpionic nature supports my being prone to judging myself frequently and consistently, as Scorpios can be quite dark by nature
I suppose it is all just a process, like anything, in learning, remembering (and sometimes forgetting) to make space for more peace of mind. In summary, this lack of ego was revelatory for me.
The enamoring beauty of Peru and my deep inner personal work had taken my focus throughout my journey. It has been a beautiful and inspiring reflection since I returned home, observing what kind of energy has the power to quiet the ego in such a profound and clear way for me. In this experience, it was the energy of humbleness, receptivity and the desire to dive deep within myself that seemed to grant me such a break from my ego.
The lesson I have taken from all of this feels like it is to bring that powerful energy of reverence and openness into my day to day life on a more frequent

and regular basis. For me, this looks like doing my very best to drop out of my critical mind and down into my heart in order to receive and appreciate all that I create in my life with gratitude. For me, this also looks like trusting my power and intuition… Straight up loving myself, unconditionally. It is also remembering to give myself a break from the structure and personal ridicule, just to simply bask in the embrace of Pachamama. That kind of attitude also makes for a way happier Ali who is much more fun to be around, anyway
I suppose I won’t always need a vacation to honor all of this within and without myself, though in this instance, the traveling in such openness was the catalyst for this remembering. I am grateful that this understanding came to me on such a potent and pivotal journey in my life.
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Beauty Cleansing
After taking what I am now realizing was a much needed break from writing, my inspiration for sharing through this medium was recently re-awakened while spending time traveling in Peru. It was a truly a soul transformational journey.
So, here I am, ready to give you my latest downloads
Over the last few months, I have been experimenting with going between periods of cleansing and periods of nourishing. I spent a great while experimenting with cleansing and fasting methods earlier in my life that wound up being more detrimental to my health than beneficial. After that intense fasting period, I moved onto massively nourishing my body with densely nutritious whole foods which brought be a lot of healing. I meditated on the balance between cleansing and nourishing, realizing there really is a place for both.
This on and off cycle of cleansing and nourishing reminds me of the feast and famine pattern that native cultures experienced when going for periods of time with little food and at other times having an abundance of food. Many native cultures induced this cleansing period upon themselves at times, often around the time of consuming a sacred plant medicine. We learned a lot about this while in Peru, where they call this cleansing period a “dieta”. We followed a dieta because we were a part of an Ayahuasca ceremony while visiting Peru. Our Shaman explained in advance to our ceremony that he encourages participants to eliminate red meats, salt, spicy foods, most sugars, alcohol, and sex from their diets for at the very least, a few days leading up to the Ayahuasca ceremony and the few days after the ceremony. Their belief is that this particular diet lightens the body and cleanses it of stagnant toxins in order to create a more harmonious and susceptible environment for the plant medicine. However, the belief is not that the foods that are being eliminated are bad in nature or bad for the body – The belief is more that it is healthy to take breaks from the substances so the body can process more efficiently.
This is what I have been been experimenting with at home, as well – Taking time to really nourish myself with hearty meals and then following that by taking a period of time to eat lightly and perhaps eliminate some of the heavier foods from my diet for that time, such as meat, starchy vegetables, carbohydrates, alcohol, etc.
The cleansing protocol that I have been using is a basis of light meals, three times per day (or as hunger arises, making that potentially less or more meals) which consist of high vegetable content (cooked and raw), some lean protein (wild-caught fish or pastured organic eggs) and whichever fruit is in season
locally. I also consider this a loose cleanse – Meaning that I do not hold myself to any strict boundaries that wind up stressing me out more than helping me. If I forget to do a piece of the protocol, if I don’t have time, or simply don’t want to – I don’t carry guilt about it and just keep moving forward with what feels best for my body in that moment. Having said that, here are the main components of the cleansing protocol that I have been following my periods of nourishment with:
• 3-4 quarts of water daily
• Do light-intensity exercise, medium-intensity exercise, heavy-intensity exercise, and a day off from exercise cycled through the course of every four days.
• Daily infra-red sauna use (if you don’t have a sauna, contact a local gym such as the YMCA as they usually have some kind of sauna. If not, I know people who get into their car, roll up the windows and turn on the heat until they sweat! Be creative
• Daily full body wet (or dry) skin brushing.
• Tongue scraping twice per day and brushing with a detoxifying toothpaste as seen here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-CqR8UmAvZQ
• A citrus and berry fruit drink in the morning blended with aromatic and detoxifying herbs from the garden.
• 2-3 tbsp. of Psyilium Husk mixed with water and drank immediately before bed (Roughage for the digestive system to help clear it out and regulate bowel movements.)
• A blended coffee drink in the morning to further assist cleansing of the intestines, removing stagnant matter.
• 1/2 droppers full of Reishi & Chaga tinctures once or twice daily.
• 1 teaspoon of clay mixed with water and drank
• Powdered seaweed facial masks to mineralize the skin, remove dead cells, and rejuvenate tissues.
• Apply Emu oil & Living Libations Rose Glow Facial Creme to my face to nourish and tonify the skin.
Now, I know this all can sound like quite a lot – However, many of these practices are part of my every day lifestyle so it just means adding practices in here and there, where they feel appropriate. I share these tips with you in the case that any part of this information resonates as something that seems like it could be helpful to you on your health journey, as these practices have helped me in significant ways. Allowing myself to cleanse in moderation has made room for a lighter mind, in being able to process more consciously what I experience, making more room for creativity and openness.
I feel that it is vitally important to be regularly nourishing the body with clean, whole food nutrition and lots of self-care/love. Cleansing and fasting has it’s place, though I believe it should be done in moderation. Too much fasting can make for malnutrition. Too much nourishment can make for weight gain and lethargy. For me, my body feels most in balance when I delicately balance the feasting and famine in my lifestyle. The cleansing can feel like just as much of a party as the feasting!
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